♠ 10:12 PM

i thought i'd do a quick update since its an hr before bedtime.

daddy has gone overseas again.and i hate only being able to hear him from the phone.who knows how long will he be away this time.damn,i really wish im all grown up and equipped with skills to help him with his business.his brothers are a load of crap doing nothing for the company except to take a hefty sum of salary every month.and why they like working for him is because they dont face the stress they do when they work elsewhere.

mum got into a car accident last night.i was there too.stupid taxi driver demanded for $100 for his stupid bumper,which wasnt even spoilt in any way.it just came lose.our car was badly scratched.

since the exams have past,i feel theres nothing for me to work hard for.life now is like....walking on a long aimless road.i dont know where im heading to and all i can do is work my ass off while waiting for the release of results which lies next feb.and during this period of time,i feel my panic disorder is about to come back again.pls dont ask why or how i got myself into this shit,but i found out i had panic disorder only months ago after doing a lil research about the weird symptoms i have.only my dad knows about my condition.im reluctant to go to the doctor because i feel i can conquer this myself,although i've been struggling with this for 6 yrs already.it comes and go away,and i realise it comes back easily on lonely days.days which i do nothing but spent time imagining things.that was why i went job hunting.i wanted to keep my mind occupied.im trying very hard to make this go away.and im sure i can.i just dont know how long i'll take.paper is gd.if nothing goes wrong,an a2 isnt a problem.if not,probably a b3 or b4?

on a lighter note,it seems like my colleagues like me!they approached the manager today to request for an extension of my contract.and my manager agreed immediately!well,i just want enough money to get that vaio notebook which costs 2299 at sim lim sq.the exact same model i saw selling at harvey norman was 2800+!why is there such a huge difference in the price?do you know?is it the reliability,quality,or what?

i miss you la deh.but i felt much better after saying my piece.i hope i dont frighten you in any way.


love,
panda.

YAY. sugar rules. its the sweetest! and panda has a pair more the most SEXY eyes. muahaha.

you are a female. i don't care.
you are a boy . neither do i care


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