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Monday, May 01, 2006

â 2:51 PM

life is average. im tired of my scripted life. i want to rebel so bad, my cells are raging, screaming in desperation. im tired of pleasing my mom, i fucking ahte being not appreciated and screwed for peanuts AND fuck, its not my darn fault? what the black? WHY MUST I BE THE SACRIFICIAL LAMB? for fuck sake, it sucks.

to my mom : fuck. i know u work so hard is for the family. u cant take the stress quit it. even if i cant study and have to work, i will. so stop fucking break down SO EASILY AND CRY. i may fucking look insensitive or bu chup stud that you know. u're a FAILURE. for 18+ yrs of my life u dont understand me, just like my friends cos i dont socialise but fuck, u're my parent. DAMN U. i dont understand why u're flaring up at every single thing. u know how miserable i feel? i feel like a pansy thrash bag, not your son. i just to be wanted appreciated and valued.

no one.. not a soul i can seek solace. its amusing i confine into you. but im no island. im just a little boy.. someone who needs help. someone who is drowning.

sorry for my ranting babyy. i nv listed the problem or anything as i dont wan to explain. take cares. sigh. i suck.

im not meant for this world after all.

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